gone
(Monday, December 28, 2009/9:49 AM)
more weird dreams from a place far away.
it was an expected fail.
and what more,
it's going to start.
from here,
and now on.
what is going to become of me.
what is going to become of those around me.
and when will i find.
or when will i achieve.
what i set out in this tiny life to achieve.
the road is long.
and the end is far from sight.
but if i start now.
i might just make it.
and at the end of the road.
i wonder who will be there.
arms spread wide.
waiting with a smile to welcome me.
now
(Saturday, December 12, 2009/5:15 PM)
after letting mind explode with ideas.
i return forgetting all but one.
maybe more but for now.
just one.
excerpts from an identical diary.
".......7 or 8.................still could move.................who are all.................those questions haunted me...............not even now..............what purpose............go away............like a glass sculpture.............million shattered pieces...........who is this..........one person...maybe.......................................
i wonder who it could be"
i return forgetting all but one.
maybe more but for now.
just one.
excerpts from an identical diary.
".......7 or 8.................still could move.................who are all.................those questions haunted me...............not even now..............what purpose............go away............like a glass sculpture.............million shattered pieces...........who is this..........one person...maybe.......................................
i wonder who it could be"